Tomshardware 7:48 Mon Jan 13
Anxiety/depression
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Been through bad time lately with suffering with this. Dark thoughts as well. I know some posters on here suffer with this. Anyone come through the other side of this shit?
A number of posters have been yellow carded and told to stay off this thread unless they have anything constructive to add.This is a thread that has been very useful to so many, for any other posters with scores to settle, argue on another thread.
This thread is sacrosant.Thank you
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Moncurs Putting Iron
8:43 Tue May 14
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@ Darlo Debs - So sorry I missed your posts, change in circumstances means I am far less able to be on the site or this thread all my best wishes and positive thoughts coming your way, as an atheist I cannot thoughts and prayers and I am not sure Farts and Hairs will be a comfort but rooting for you girl ;-)
@chevy your post is heavy but your style is stoic and matter of fact, I really admire that. Kudos. Hope you get to or stay in a good place for you.
@Peckham WHO knows mate, WHO knows and accepts you at your worst, your best and everything in between. We *Might* show it with insults and various degrees of massive cuntery but we still do.
Reach out when you are able and see this site with a massive collective sigh of relief. Hope to hear from you sometime soon
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Pentonville
1:30 Tue May 14
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:If anyone knows where Peckham is or has contacts, send them to me and ll be buying him a beer face to face within 24 hours and seeing what can be done.
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Pentonville
5:35 Mon May 13
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The poem is indeed genius but more importantly does anyone have his number? I lost my phone and alot of numbers
PECKHAM YOU HAVE WHOMAIL
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Tomshardware
10:45 Mon May 13
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Peckham, that's a powerful poem, sorry to hear the pain and anguish in it. I really hope you can find peace and stability.
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Pentonville
8:44 Sun May 12
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peckham, u have whomail mate
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chevy chase
9:31 Sun May 12
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I got a calf pain a few years back then shortness of breath when I walked. Turned out it was DVT (deep vein thrombosis) so they put me on a Xeralto (blood thinner). Stopped using it after 6 months then same thing happened in the other calf. After 3 years I stopped taking them (not advised by my docs) but as I wasn’t working from home anymore sitting on a wooden barstool on a laptop for 4 hours at a time. Nothing since then but after a football injury I had a random blood test and found out I had haemochromitosis which is a genetic condition where the body doesn’t get rid of the Iron in your blood. Apparently it’s common with people with Celtic decent. So now I have to go to the cancer day unit every fortnight and get a pint of blood taken out although I’m now only having to go once only every 6-7 months as the levels are pretty much down to normal. But my sisters are having the same stuff. Still weird being in a ward where your having blood removed while chemo patients next to me and opposite are having stuff put in.
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Mike Oxsaw
9:35 Sat May 11
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Pecks - you're one of the few posters that give this site it's special charisma - keep your pecker up (bad pun 100% intentional).
If you've got any connection with Havering, try "Hope4Havering" (https://thebreweryromford.com/hope4havering/). You may have to gain access through the council office in the Liberty, but that's quite painless and can be a "same day solution".
You could end up being housed in any London borough depending on how the property availability goes.
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Peckham
5:01 Sat May 11
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I miss Gavros so much. He called me the week he popped clogs.
TO BE HONEST I have been in the mental health system for 2 years no since my old dear died. 5 funerals last year, all army pals.
I am cllose to the edge, got a myriad of tablets , take 16 a day, have done for 25 years, only to be told last week misdiagnosed and Im fucking from prescribed meds.
Made a noose in my room.
Chelsea the cunts are evicting me.
Thats me in the blue cap. I should be ashamed, but depression, killing people and people wanting to kill you puts shame on the back burner.
Been homeless once and can not bare it again.
https://www.express.co.uk/news/uk/1091091/war-hero-veteran-army-David-Knight-food-banks-universal-credit/amp
https://www.magzter.com/stories/newspaper/Evening-Standard/BOEHLY-VS-THE-VETERANS-INSIDE-CHELSEAS-BUSTUP
Defjam and you lot our good good fellas, but who wants to know a suicidal maniac.
Only thing I live for is too leave a poem as some form of legacy.
A poem by David Peckham
BrainPAIN.
I am not going to sugar-coat this and lie,
The truth hurts, people do hang and die.
Sticks and Stones may break my bones,
BUT the pain is all in my head from when the
cold hearted bastards shot my friend Fred
dead.
I have no fear of joining him, no fear of dying,
I sit in darkness, shaking, trembling and
crying.
All I can hear is Fred gasping his last breathes,
He is whispering, fighting death, all I hear is
over and over – Down the eyes of a spear do
not fuck with an Infanteer.
Down the eye of a spear, do not fuck with an
Infanteer.
For on this lonely road,
I learn to see,
The beauty in the stillness, the mystery. A journey of self, both dark and
bright LIKE a shining Knight, As I walk alone, into the endless fight.
And though the road may seem long and cold,l will keep on walking, bold and bold. For in the loneliness,
I find my way, On this winding path, where dreams hold sway.
DAVID PECKHAM 2024. ENTITLED HAVE FUN GRAB A GUN.
LA BONITA FÁBRICA DE SUEÑOS A shit HOT BOOK OF POEMS.
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MaryMillingtonsGhost
11:40 Fri May 10
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northbankboy68 11:36
I'll echo that sentiment fella.
Hope all's good Debs 👍
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Darlo Debs
6:09 Fri May 10
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Thanks NBB
West my lot even think.the issue is hormone driven
Have an appointment next week.regarding s blood test results that someone else previously told me there was no issue with
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Westham67
2:30 Thu May 9
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Darlo Debs 6:26 Thu May 2
I had the same when dealing with neurology , psychiatry and a GP they all had different ideas. Given me conflicting medication that gave me leg cramp. I now google everything if and when prescribed new meds. I am in a weaning myself of of Sertraline now back down to 5omg for another week then 25mg for 2 week and then off of them
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northbankboy68
11:36 Mon May 6
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Wishing you the best, Debs and that the meds do their job.
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Darlo Debs
11:38 Thu May 2
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Thank you Pents & Charley very kind of you..
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charleyfarley
7:43 Thu May 2
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Sorry to hear Debs hope you get your meds sorted and get better. soon .Take Care
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Pentonville
7:27 Thu May 2
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debs i love u from afar and u have been on here years and years and we never met but ur my friend. i truly hope ur ok. would valium help whilst they investiagate the long term prognosis?
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Darlo Debs
6:26 Thu May 2
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Westham67 hope things are better now. Yes it's very odd my doctors seem.to be disagreeing with eachother I am.very confused....but at least I.have been given the all clear to drive snd work..
For now at least
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Westham67
2:21 Thu May 2
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Darlo Debs 2:55 Wed May 1
The fist symptoms I had for bad aids was I thought was a full on stroke and so did the ambulance crew and the neurologist .I was working in Singapore at the time. I started getting anxiety attacks because I thought I could feel another stroke coming one in Changi (Singapore airport) I went into the medical room and they clamed me down
I had clopidogrel as well its a heavy duty blood thinner you find you will bruise unexplainedly from the slightest knock
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Darlo Debs
1:09 Thu May 2
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Thanks J
Yeah I am on Clopidogrel.
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J.Riddle
12:11 Thu May 2
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Sorry debs just noticed you said already on them
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J.Riddle
12:10 Thu May 2
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Debs, my late Dad passed last year 90 RIP, he had heart issues for 25 yrs, he lived 60 miles away, I was ordering his list of about a dozen monthly medication by app on my phone and getting it delivered by his local pharmacy. I learned about his medication.
Warfarin (diluted rat poison)
Anticoagulant blood thinner to stop thrombosis blood clots causing heart attacks and strokes. Very effective used 60 yrs in UK. Although blood has to be constantly monitored with clinic appointments. Dad was on this for 20 years.
Apixaban
Dad was happy with this new technology blood thinner drug for last 5 years as no hospital trips to regulate and seemed to work the same.
There are other anticoagulants Dabigatran, rivaroxaban and edoxaban I believe but no experience of these? Best to ask your GP the differences.
His GP said the drugs were keeping him going. He was a smoker gave it up when diagnosed, but damage done, succumbed to lung cancer.
You'll be fine if you take anticoagulants is my guess, but will have to keep taking them for life. All the best.
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Darlo Debs
11:32 Wed May 1
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Mike the consultant I saw today told me to carry on taking them. Oddly though I have none of the common contributory factors
Don't smoke, have good blood pressure and low cholesterol.
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